Spirit Of Kaizen: November 2010

Things are slow and steady on the boat, G is almost finished with the fridge... I'm anxious to take a look and also get some pics of my own. I have a few of the beginning photos and I'll hopefully get some updated ones soon. Lots of insulation was installed, seeing that the original one had almost none. Hopefully this one will actually keep things cold! When space is so precious, stepping around 2 extra coolers on the floor of the boat is not fun. We're really excited that we're truly going to be able to utilize the space appropriately.

On a less "boaty" note, but still relevant just the same... thoughts on a simple life. I just finished reading the book "Momma Zen ~ Walking the Crooked Path of Motherhood" www.mommazen.com , and I absolutely loved it. All you new Boat Momma's this is a must read!! It put so much into perspective, and gave me permission to just be and enjoy my child. I decided to stay home instead of returning to work and I struggled a bit with "am I doing enough"(and rebelling against the role of House Wife). After reading this book, not only do I feel a resounding YES, I feel inspired to make it my life's work to learn to embrace each and every moment.

I have studied for so many years on the practice of being present in the moment, working with the universe through positive thought and intent, focusing energy to heal the holistic self ( I've worked for quite a few years now with Reiki and Therapeutic Touch). I have to admit some days I've definitely felt as though I've been paddling upstream, like I just wasn't "getting it". I know I've done a lot of work in the past, but suddenly it just feels like something has clicked. Maybe having a baby has forced me to live in the moment, forced me to stop and take notice of the beauty that surrounds me. So effortlessly they're full of curiosity, joy, love.

I find my thoughts have shifted, as the process of shedding to prepare for boat life took hold, I am learning to let go of more than just material things. I'm learning to let go of anything that does not bring joy to my day, letting go of expectations (of myself and of others). Embracing the simplicity of every day, giving my full attention to even the mundane. Trying to use my everyday chores as a time to meditate in a way. My yoga room sits empty, but I have my yoga mat out amongst all the baby toys. Knowing I must make the time for these types of things, even if my practice looks nothing like it used too. My focus is no longer on serenity and deep meditation, but flexibility (mentally and physically) and joyfulness. When in Cobra pose and my little buddy jumps on my back for a piggy back ride or plays peek a boo while in Downward Dog it's hard not to giggle!
Ok, so my thoughts are wandering a bit, but my point is I feel like though we are not yet living on the boat our path to simplicity has already begun and that brings me a lot of joy. I love that we are learning to enjoy the many luxuries we have in life, and recognize them as such. I love that I am exploring my interests like sewing, cooking, and practical knowledge that can serve me and my family. I love that I have found a voice in writing. I feel like by letting go of what is expected of me, I am able to embrace who I actually am. Instead of busying myself with too many activities/ responsibilities, I can quietly engage in activities that truly bring joy to my life.
I used to joke with my friends that when I moved to the west coast I was "goin' granola"..... it's never felt so good to be so crunchy ;)

Here's a peek of my sewing project (and the cutest model of course)! These pj bottoms were inspired by his Auntie Brookie who has called L "Paul Bunyan" since he was born. Couldn't believe it when I came across it at the fabric store (options are pretty limited here).